I talk to you all day in my head because we aren’t allowed to talk. So to suddenly find myself beside you again, to find us talking face to face, it is easy to forget that we haven’t said a word in months and I mention things I am sure have happened with us, things that I am sure we have done together. It is so natural to talk to you. We are very careful not to touch in any way. But I tell you everything because that is not a difficultly the way touching seems to be. Whether or not I am telling you with my tongue and teeth, this is beside the point. To tell someone something is to include them. You have never been excluded. Even when I have asked you to go away.
But then again, there have always been gaps in our history.
